Blog be done

today .... Inspired and done

I am not going to keep this blog anymore

I am working on something exciting

something I have wanted to do but have been scared.

But I know this is the time to shine to show what I can do.

I am a creative soul

and have crazy ideas

but I think You will like the end of this blog and a beginning of a new one.

I am half way to my bachelors program and crazy tired busy and anything else that wears you down..

So here is my note :

good bye to not blogging anymore

Farewell to the great slacking off

see you later blog that has gone unloved ..

come back soon and I will have a link and info about my new blog

Charlie Brown Tree

First I must explain my tree

When we got married over 9 years ago My mother bought me a Martha Stewart Christmas tree.

It was full and was pre lit. When we moved to Utah we left the tree in Idaho. I was heart broken over such a thing. My tree was the first tree for our children it was the first tree for our family.

So with sadness I asked my husband to buy me a new tree.

So the new tree looked like a Charlie Brown tree un loved and empty..

I thought how am I going to make this tree look as my tree in the past.

I grabbed my decorations and got to work

It started to look like my old tree..Beautiful and full of new memories to come

I thought how silly I was to think that a Charlie Brown Tree could not look andy better than what it had.

Then it hit me something so profound

We have to look at the beauty with in

We have to look past our flaws

we have to learn how to accept those who are different

We have to be grateful and live like everyday is a blessing.

I am grateful for my Charlie Brown Tree

I know I could always have a better tree

But would that bigger better tree make me more happy?

Does that tree say LOOK What she has???

It does not matter what you have it does not DEFINE

who you are ...

Happy Holidays

Posh

Posh by LIviaJay featuring a vintage jacket

This Door Was Closed

This door was closed! It was shoved to the back of my mind to never have to open it again. Why does this door have to open? Maybe I still have more to learn. Maybe I need to grow I am not sure what to think of this door. I want to keep it closed I want it to fly away .

this is my door for the year I will not live in fear. I will not run and hide from it. I will be strong and BRAVE.. I have done this before I have gone through this ... I know I can do this...even if this door takes me to a place I don't want to be.

I will follow this path that God knows what I need. He is with me , He never will leave my side. this door has reopened .. I am okay with change I am okay with what is behind the door . I will be blogging everyday when I can say more about the door. But as of right now this door is opened .. it will stay open ..I will write how I feel and what bugs me.. I will be honest and share my heart.

I felt this picture showed a bit of what is to come ... if you look close you can figure it out..

October

I felt I needed to write today.

October is one of my favorite months

the cold air is blowing and and the weather is changing

and of course BOISE STATE FOOTBALL...

I just finished another round of classes Adobe Flash CS4 and English 101

this time around I got so stressed out and tired with an overload of homework

I may have panicked. I got a stress induced cold that caused me to be sick during my finals' week.

I am finally feeling about 85% better and start my new classes on monday

so I get the rest of the weekend to relax and not stress out...

I did make the Deans list and have worked so hard to be on it.

I know I keep saying how I am going to create amazing things, but my life is super busy and crazy for the time being. I am hoping I will work on some fun things this next week

today was the first day I have scraped booked in a long time and I was putting together a few kit I had from IU that I never got to put together..

It was nice to just cut and glue

I miss that

I miss sewing

I will be sewing PJ pants for my youngest

I had to cut up his old ones because he wore them so much

the were not washable..so I had to cut them off of him

so now I must sew him new ones

Lucky I had some fabric I bought a long time ago that is perfect for PJ's

Utah is growing on me but I still miss home

I always will..

I will make sure I try not to post every 4 weeks

but thats where I am at right now

I will be better

The End of Math

I and took my final passed .... I got 89% and my final grade for math was an 96%. Math is tough But I worked really hard and it payed off.

I am going to transfer to a better school in October ...

I want my Bachelor's degree and I want to learn as much as I can

so I will be attending an school that specializes in ART. Now I am not saying my school that I am at is not good it is but I need more ..

So I am excited

I am going to work on my etsy shop and create fun stuff for it I just have been crazy busy ...

with school

Not much else except that the rain is coming and finally a break from the heat

I am not a heat girl I love the snow

I could live in the Antarctica

(Only people don't live there)

so hopefully some cool fall weather is coming I love October ( I know it's a month away but I am still excited)

I am doing better at updating

hope someone is reading my blog out there

So Much

I am tiring to update ( I am getting somewhat better)

I am finishing 2 classes this week My math class and my packaging design class

Math has been tricky and I have worked super hard hard

today we have our final and I am nervous ( I tend to not test well)

So I am bringing my headphones to tune out other noise and then

focusing on my test.

Packing design is a blast I will post a picture after I mock it up

I love design

gotta run and get the kids off to school